I'm holding back this feelings,
So please say you'll stay.
I wish you're just a step away,
For me not to act this way.
I always think you're just here,
Whenever sadness strike I cannot bear.
But even though you're near,
I always feel you're far from here.
Why can't I feel so secured?
Even though I always think I should.
I can be tired of this,
I'm scared it would happen bits by bits.
Oh love, i'm so afraid,
That one day you'll be awake.
And your feelings may change,
Then you'll walk away from here, someday.
Written: Jan 16, 2014, 11:20 PM.